Im supposed to be folding towels but oh well, this is more important.
Tomorrow im going to the mall with my friends. Haven't had a social life since my parents started cracking down on my homework situation...
Updates:
1. Joe and I broke up. YES! we are no longer together....tradgedy
2. Close family friend died 2 weeks ago :(
3. My friends grandma is in the hospital. She had a heart attack. PRAY FOR HER!
4. Christi decided to honor me with her blog link. The blog she doesnt show anybody unless theyre very special. I love her to death and Im so happy!
Well right now Im at the point of my life where all the drama gets so much worse and you start to realize who your true friends are and who you really are <----most importantly. My friends that are seriously struggling with depression always come to me. Im no angel, but I seem to "make everything better". Honestly am I that great of a person? Do I really make my friends happy? My advice isnt any better than the ordinary school conselours... Is it just because they trutst me?....
Everything is so confusing to me. How can I help them with their problems when I can't even fix my own?!.....
I'll write more tomorrow. Im going to go get some sleep.
<3
I haven't been on livejournal in some time now.
But I finally decided to get back on the computer!
So here I am!!
Tonight should be fun.
Going to Izzly's.
Gonna see Aneta & Timmy!!
We lost our 1st volleyball game yesterday.
We played Torrington Christian Academy. "Coming Soon......Jesus!!!!" lmao
I'll type more later.
Bye for now.
<33
- Mood:
cold
How can i live up to their expectations?
Not even my gorgeous friend is enough for them!
If youre not jessica alba then ur not hott.
Right now i feel like ill never have a chance....
- Mood:
lonely
lalalaaaa....
im interestingly tired this morning.
so this is like my third day with a livejournal acount & i think im starting to like it!
i just finished eating breakfast...and now im full but i hardly had anything >_<
im pretty good at typing down whatever comes to mind so this might be a little random.
but here is a couple stories from the week:
1. My cousin went out last night & boys kept buying her martinis. So she was completely wasted when she got home that she was puking & then she passed out on her bathroom floor. & when she woke up she had a sprained ankle LMAO.
2. I went to my friends party @ pwl yesterday & the cake was really good! But if you swam through the water & got up onto the rafts...u'd be covered in this nasty brown algae. Ewwwuuuhhh it was disgusting!
3. I just brushed my teeth & washed my face but i still have no make-up on lol. (told u i was random)
Well im gonna go call/txt christi (my frann) & see if she's doing anything today cuz right now im wicked bored...
byeee <3
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blank
ME & DAVE ARE GONNA STAY FRIENDS...
MY BROTHER SPAZZED & BECAME A BIG BROTHER FOR ONCE LOL!
SO EVERYTHING IS COOL BETWEEN US BUT NOW IM FREE ;D
THATS IT CUZ IM BORED...ADIOS <3
I am super excited! Last night I got the guts to ask my long-time crush out. & He actually said yes!! I was so afraid of what he was going to say that I nearly threw up (gross I know) but I don't understand why i got so nervous...
The bad part of all of this happens to be because he is one of my brothers closest friends. We don't want it to get ackward between the two of them but I really hope this works out!
With my parents being so overprotective I don't know if they're going to allow it either. I just think that I'm ready for a relationship & I hope he is too. One of the reasons why I like him is because he is more mature then the rest of the guys that I know.
Oh well...I'll keep you updated ahahaha
:D
- Mood:
cheerful
Stupid telemarketers...no im not in debt tyvm.
Whenever i try to have peace & quiet all i hear is "brinnnng brinnnng! brinnnng brinnnng!"
It's ringing at this very second!!
I think i might go unplug my phone so i won't have to deal with all these pointless phone calls!
Other than my phone ringing im having a very good day.
Nothing exciting is going on but at least i can be lazy :D
I think im going to stop now & go on a walk to my friends house.
Possibly go to wallie's??
Aha we'll see.
Adios <33
- Mood:
cold
